I could not sleep last night. I was tossing and turning in bed and so I got a bit of time to think through a few things. Yet, I was mostly thinking about what happened to us.

I came to a conclusion. We are from two ends of the world. He is rich, hip, indie, and a chic magnet. Me? A girl who can barely survive with an allowance of $150 per month and possibly the not even the last girl any guy would want to date. And to think of it, the friends he still keeps in contact with are those who live in either condos, or private properties and could shop and Topshop and Topman and Esprit every other week. Whereas I can only do so when there's either a sale or I starved for a month in school to get the money to shop.

If being materialistic and having materialistic friends is what matters most to you, then you can disappear from my life. I have friends that can last an entire lifetime like Faizal, Kak Aishah, Fana, Sarah (Miskoon) and a lot of other people I can turn to for a shoulder to cry on.