Taking a walk around Tampines Mall alone after a long time of not stepping afoot there was fun. Two major discoveries - there's a new stationary shop called ArtBox and an authorised Apple reseller, both on level three.

Possible outcomes:

1. My new bookshelf will be filled with notebooks that I can never possibly have the heart to use.
2. I may be gawking at the MacBooks till I can afford it i.e. next year.
3. If I'm missing, do find me at Tampines Mall level 3 because Times is also there.

I spent an hour at Times going through new books and one book that I am itching to read is Paulo Coelho's Brida. It's about a girl who is lost the meaning of love and goes on a journey only to meet two beings, a man and a woman, who help her find her footing back into the game of love.


I found out my top five strengths - command, self-confidence, activator, discipline and futuristic. I've always thought I don't have discipline, but apparently this test that cost me $26.70 is highly accurate. Oh wells, I need to start making full use of my strengths to get my A's.

I realised that every time I am faced with a major national exam, something goes wrong with my relationship with a particular friend somewhere and then things become different and our relationship just worsens. I may have been too overbearing somewhere within the duration of our friendship, but I don't realise it. I feel the distance. I feel like we're no longer friends. What happened to the times we sat down and talked truthfully about issues we want to address? Call me an idiot for reminiscing the past but memories are important to me. It's a matter of a 'hi' in the morning, then a question when concepts are difficult to be understood, and finally a 'bye' when school ends. Am I being too sensitive? I understand it's the A's and you feel the pressure but I feel it too. I understand you have a boyfriend and you want to be with him always, but that does not necessarily mean you ditch your friends.

They say friendships in pre-university are superficial, but I really do want to abandon that saying. Yet you're making my efforts worthless. I've always been supportive of your involvement in things, but I don't see you making the effort to keep this relationship going.

Pardon me for being tactless cause this entry is for the public viewing. But I can't seem to find another way to get to you.