My Options:

1. Continue JC and do well enough to get promoted
2. Continue JC and screw up my promos and get retained
3. Quit JC and go to Poly in October
4. Quit school forever and just work the shit out of me

I am so sick and tired of studying right now. Assignments, tutorials, project work and revision. Why the hell did I make the choice of JC? Oh yeah.. I forgot that I allowed myself to succumb to the influence of my peers. Right? NO. I want to take Mass Communications in NTU and that's why I'm sitting for the A levels. It's only been 8 months and I'm already feeling lethargic.

Go slap yourself, Sham!

I need to be focused. I need to just think of school and Unearthed Productions as my life. No more socialising or whatever nonsense till the December holidays. That includes my weekly town outings with my friends, random window shopping, unproductive visits to my sisters' place and the list goes on.

Dear God,

I pray to you for a peaceful mind, one that allows me to concentrate on the studies and nothing else. Please give me faith to just hold on to the remaining 12 months of JC life. I know I can do it but some assurance from you would be wonderful. And I apologize to all my friends whom I have abandoned in one way or another.

Ameen.