It frustrates me when I know my life is going down the drain, but other people simply don't think so. They keep thinking my life perfect, fuss free and no troubles.

I am not saint or angel. I am merely human. I have my flaws. I have my strengths.

No one can make me show my strengths 100 percent of the time. When I have to, I'll show you my flaws.

For one thing I know, humans tend to see the weaknesses more clearly than they can see the strengths.

Anyway, this is the first time I hold no leadership position in school. Weird, yes. But thankful too. Why, you may ask? I don't have to put up a fake front all the time. I can be mean or perhaps like what some might say, tactless, at some point in time.

I can't be bothered with people who either waste my time and effort, or people whom I do not benefit from at all.

However cliche it might sound, welcome to my life.