A conversation with an old friend brought me to realise that females should not be dominant at all. He told me that there are 3 outcomes if a girl makes the first move.
  1. The guy might think that the girl is 'easy'
  2. The guy might take her for granted cause he knows that no matter what happens she will always be there for him
  3. The guy might be frightened and walks off
Coming from a matured and a guy who is old enough to be my brother, I believe him. He further elaborated that situation 1 and 2 usually comes together while situation 3 happens all the time. I suppose I can say 'been there, done that'. It's hard being a dominant and outspoken girl who speaks her mind about everything, trust me.

I keep seeing signs everywhere. Like Allah has answered my prayers for me but He has yet to show me that I am the one for him. I know I am being stupid, waiting for him to respond (actually he already has but I want the response that I want). The thing about me is that I am very determined even when it comes to forgetting. I forget about someone by hurling abuses at them, isolating myself away from everything that reminds me of them and having a rebound. Although this time, it's different. I don't want to forget. I want to hold on and see how things go.

I read a blog entry on AM about knowing guys from their zodiac signs. Apparently this is his:

Bagus untuk minah-minah tudung (NO OFFENCE) but its true.. Jejaka ***** suka wanita yang sopan, tata-tertib sebab nak bawa tunjuk mak so kena lah bawa balik yang bagus punya

WARNING: Jika anda betol anda rasa aries ini pilihan anda, pilih lah. Kalau tidak, jangan lah main-mainkan hatinya. Hati dah luka sukar nak dibaiki. Macam motor yang dah rosak, makan bulan di workshop baru baik.

See my point? Then again, zodiacs aren't always true. We're not supposed to believe in them anyway. Oh well, I'm having crush on someone I shouldn't have a crush on. My teacher. HAHA. I shall not comment further.

2 more days!