Musings of A Girl Named Sharmee

And I pray that you realize your mistakes.

I had soccer training yesterday and I must say it was tough. We didn't run as much as the canoeists who ran and ran and ran and ran and ran... you get my point. There was like no tomorrow for them and they ran for practically 2 to 3 hours? FREAKY AND SUPER WEIRD if you ask me.

So back to my training. Shafiq donated his shin guards to me cause apparently Ajo didn't have any. It came in really handy because eysterday's training really focused on footwork. I guess we'll have to do so until we perfect the art of kicking balls into people's faces. I mean, the goalpost. I mastered the art kicking a HIGH ball and using my thighs to control the ball. I just couldn't do one thing the coach told us to do: control the ball using our chest. I was laughing the entire time I attempted doing that so in the end, I told the coach that it was the wrong day for me to be doing that. And he laughed.

Self-proclaimed frogs of the urbanized society.

So someone thought I was jealous of him. For goodness sake. I have had enough of popularity in secondary school. And for your information, I didn't go to MJC to gain popularity. I'm sincere when I do things. I don't volunteer for things in hope for popularity. You are so immature. Accusing people of being jealous andd wanting a popularity contest is so yesterday, dude. GET A LIFE. Either get yourself braces of clear the pimples before you start dreaming of girls chasing after you.

And to the Pickles, you better start realizing that you are taking advantage of every single person in your LIFE. You take things for granted. You take your friends, boyfriends and even family for granted. OOOPPPSSS. Did I say boyfriendS? Yes I did. Don't you think I don't know what you did cause I do. OOohhh.. yes I do. And if you think this is another one of my sabo-kawan thingies, you're wrong hunny. You advantage of me one time too many but I never did so to you. I'm doing this cause you need to know that you're becoming a minah. One wrong move and I'll start calling you a whore.

I have a life. And my life is always full of excitement. I can't wait for next week's friendly match with RJC. Its not as though I'm playing.. haha.

Salaam to all.

Repel the evil with one which is better. Be patient at the time of anger, and to excuse those who treatt them badly. He, between whom and you there was enmity, will become as though he was a close friend.

Salam.

Confusion hits me once more. It's tough choosing between right and wrong. I wanna talk about it, but I know I can't. I wanna tell but I know I can't. I want to do so many things but I just can't. Am I confusing you once more? Good.

I have fallen in love with Nothing to Declare. Thanks Melissa. They are a good band. How come I didn't see them at Baybeats last year? Oh yeah, I was rushing and only managed to see West Grand Boulevard cause I had no time. It was during O level days dude!

I'm stuck with tonnes of assignments. toodles.

FEBRUARY SMARTS
Abstract thoughts.
Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.
A real speed demon.
Has more than one best friend.
Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble.
Honestand loyal.
Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness.
Too sensitive andeasily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes.
Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift.
Tries to learn to show emotions.

Assalammualaikum.

The opportunity cost of A is forgoing the next highest alternative, B. And that is exactly what I did. I sacrificed something I valued so I could fulfill what I have always wanted to do. Although I had to hurt some people along the way, I knew I made the right choice. It was not everyday that I could do it. For once, I had to do something for myself. And I don't regret it.

Anyway, what does jealousy mean to you? I really don't understand it cause it just confuses me. What does it mean when you tell someone something, and then that someone gets jealous even if it has got nothing to do with her or yourself? Bleargh. I am rambling. I need a break. A longer break. I want it to be like December holidays again. Yay. You're being delusional again, Sham. Yes, I am.

Enjoy the pics, by the way.

Peace be upon you.

Sunday was super awesome. I interviewed Mistaken Identity with Adam and Anthony at Adam's place. Yeah, I know. I was suffering being the only girl there. Anthony and Adam were talking about things like if you're pubic hair is growing or something. We were supposed to have the interview at the poolside but it started to rain so we were forced to move into Adam's place. Thank god his parents weren't around. I don't even know why I hang out with them. Haha. The interview was really great anyway. We asked them things people would not dare to ask and as usual, Adam and Anthony were crappying around. If I weren't there, things would probably go haywire and super lame. Nah. I don't think so. All of us ate the lunch I brought, or rather, cooked.

Illyas said my cooking was great! Haha. And I got a marriage proposal. Harun said he'll marry me cause I can cook. HAHA. No thanks Harun. You're 9 years older than me. Oops. I spilled your secret. Adam thought it was a bit bland though. It's okay, I have to work on my cooking!!!! Shit, Ibu still haven't tought me to cook. The only two things I can cook are chicken curry and fried mee. PATHETIC.

After the interview, I went to Vivocity with Qiaonan buddies!!!! Vivo is so bloody big. I want to have all the money in the world so I can go shopping there!!!! We went to watch Pan's Labyrinth at the Golden Villange there. Iskandar transferred to Vivo's outlet anyway. And he became botak. The movie was rated NC-16 because it was bloody hell gory and there was bloody everywhere. And my friends were actually happy watching the super sadistic movie. I screamed a few times cause you could literally see people being shot in the head or their mouth being sliced open. I feel like puking my dinner already.

So since you people are reading my blog, I'll do a bit of publicity for Mistaken Identity. Their having an album showcase at Library@Orchard at 1830 hours. Come down for their live performance and get to know them even better cause they are superbly nice people!!! And don't forget to bring more friends!!!!

Peace be upon you.

I'm back to having no social life. Period. I go to school early in the morning at 0730 hours for flag raising but my lectures only start at 1100 hours. What do I do for about 4 hours? Rot in the bloody library reading newspapers and using the stupidly slow computers. I haven't even started my lectures proper. The only subject I'm looking forward to is History and that's because we already started on the syllabus. Econs? A whole lot of complex words that I don't bloody understand. Malay literature, however, has managed to interest me as much as History did. Apart from a prospective competitior who speaks utterly perfect Malay and dresses like a whore, Malay literature has been fun. And guess what? The photographer whom I called Uncle turns out to be my Maths tutor. HAHA. I am so dead.

Anyway, the reason why I haven't been actively involved in my social life is that my mum thinks I need to start studying already. Yeah sure. Only those people who REALLY have no social life do that. I see some of my schoolmates already consulting tutors for Maths and referring to the textbooks that we do not require to buy till we get our results before going for lectures. Dude. I'm still on vacation until I get my results. Besides, I don't even know if I'm staying cause apparently, I have yet to ask for His guidance in proper. Perhaps I should do it tonight.

So Erni's boss has been persuading me to buy this Platinum account thingy from the company they work for. The things he's been telling Adam and me has been very mind boggling and I seriously find it hard to believe. I mean, how can magnets cure cancer? How can magnets make me slim? How can the BLOODY magnets keep me out of the bloody TAF club? And my last question is how can the BLOODY PERSON KNOW THAT I HAVE CERTAIN HEALTH CONDITIONS WHEN HE ONLY KNOWS ME FOR A PERIOD OF 2 HOURS AND HE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A BLOODY DEGREE IN MEDICINE????????

This my friends, is what I call UTTER BULLSHIT.

If you want to psycho people, I suggest you go and psycho yourself first. I would be the last person on earth to believe this bloody stupid product of yours. And by the way Mr I-Know-It-All, go and take a degree course if you want me to believe you. I don't trust people who act like they know everything but in actual fact, they don't.

And yes, I AM NOT SIGNING FOR THAT STUPID ACCOUNT OF YOURS.

I have to go. Lecture starts in 15 minutes. Shoot. I haven't read the notes.

May peace be upon you, darlings!

I need to do some adjustments to my list of Best of 2006.

BEST HOT LIPS AWARD
This award goes to Adam Esoof Piperdy. I had to put this bloody award just to please my best buddy. He almost killed me.

POTENTIAL DEEJAY
Adam Esoof Piperdy

ARE YOU HAPPY NOW, BITCH?????!!!!!!!

Okay. I take that back. Well, maybe not.

By the way, my computer kinda crashed. So please understand. Haha. And also, CONGRATULATIONS ADAM FOR GETTING THROUGH THE DEEJAY COMPETITION!!!!!!!!

Happy birthday Sarah darling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Assalammualaikum.

Meridian Junior College. There was one point of time I really wanted so badly to be in the Meridian family. Then I changed my mine cause I thought poly life would be more suitable for me. Yet for one more time, I had a change of heart.

I am now a freshie.

Well, not exactly but I am as long as I'm wearing the Meridian JC collar pin. Haha. I love the orientation package. Although we paid $21 for the stuff, I suppose it was worth it. I have 2 Vincitore shirts, a Vincitore shoebag, a Vincitore file and foolscape paper. Oh yes, the collar pin as well.

I AM IN A POST SECONDARY INSTITUTION.

I feel that time is getting by way too fast. I'll be turning seventeen in like 33 days. Then eighteen in another 365 days and then soon enough, I'll be 21. ARGHHHHH!!!!!!! BUT THE POINT IS that I have actually grown up, I think. Well, I need to grow up. I can't still be a kid. The bright side is that I can get my bike license next year!!!! Woooohoootttzzz!!! I hope I can ride a Vespa to campus when I go to university.

Back to the main purpose of this entry.

I'm Orientation Group (OG) Atlas 3. My group is the one full of artsy fartsy people. I thought I was gonna end up being a loner for my entire JC life but I made friends quick enough. I made friends with Zulhilmi's (yes, the guy from kindergarten and SHUT UP ADAM ESOOF PIPERDY) schoolmate named Fana. There's another girl named Mastura who is pretty and sweet. We played CSI: Scarlet Rage which was so bloody(literally) exciting and got me all high. Hey, I'm a Grissom wannabe. Actually, I'm in no mood to post about the orientation. I'll put pictures tomorrow, k?

You know what? You guys must read La Tahzan: Don't be Sad. It has totally changed my perspective of life and I'm proud of myself reading it. Thanks alot Faizal. Adam's next on the list of reading the book. But if you guys can't wait, go and buy it at Muslimedia at Wisma Indah.

Ok enough publicity. I need rest. MOODLES.